January
Day 2: morning ride, making a point to ride again for this year
Day 2: evening ride with cousin Juan and friend Javi
Day 4: Scamper, sitting next to me, sharing the moment in solitude
Day 4: embracing the moment and keeping in mind it can change any point
Day 5: trying to feel something different today
Day 5:making a point to see myself more in life
Day 5:new discovered spot to escape
Day 6: spontaneous picnic with Jenny. Thanks for the Chick Fil A.
Day 7: that was me at one point, not anymore, riding all weathers.
Day 7: spontaneous hang out w/ Dbikes. A genuine friendship in development.
Day 7: witnessing first hand her growing up is an incredible phenomenon
Day 8: gambling at a local bar, losing $110 but got free beers
Day 8: quick hangout with the guys and dogs
Day 10: waking up to start an adventure today
Day 10: making my favorite meal; bacon and eggs. I appreciate you.
Day 10: witnessing the divine nature of dogs
Day 10: We gamble and drink for hours; wining and losing and getting cheated out of a bonus at the end.
Day 11: ready to adventure with mother in Sullivan city.
Day 11: I would choose to lose 10 times more to just relive this moment with you, mom.
Day 12: past midnight, found her a game she enjoys, we continue gambling till 2am.
Day 12: I enjoy seeing her have fun. Im grateful to witness in my lifetime a beautiful soul like hers.
Day 12: a day for reflection and innovation. I spend time alone with myself waiting for answers
Day 13: a photo of the present just incase things change later
Day 14: woke up to this view and with a redefine vision for my life
Day 14: studio is back.
Day 14: spontaneous hang out with Jorge aka Halfies, beers, music and a fire.
Day 15: Tamara helping me break in the studio. She has been the only one I can count on to help me with photos
Day 16: new favorite pastime activity unlocked. spending time with them both has been an enjoyable experience.
Day 17: beautiful moment captured with my new 16mm lens.
Day 17: hanging out with my lovely sister.
Day 18: at might-night, assembling new bbq grill. excited for the upcoming days.
Day 18: first time BBQing. Fajita-good, steak-ok and chicken- unknown.
Day 18: spontaneous hang out w/ Edgar. Bikes, beers and UFC.
Day 18: good pastime activity and entertainment.
Day 19: long time since I accidentally cut myself with my knife. knife made for blood, its hungry.
Day 19: grateful to know someone like you and lucky to have you in my life. today, you help me feel better.
Day 20: Midnight Bday surprise. No matter our issues, I'm here for you. you're not alone. mother. P.s. I messed up on the numbers. my bad.
Day 20: celebration continues. its seems if I wasn't in the picture, no one would do anything for you. I got you, mom!
Day 21: make an attempt to day bike during a freeze warning but nah too cold
Day 21: in the freezing night, half of the city without lights. I capture this.
Day 22: lights go out and I spend some time with mother keeping her from freaking out
Day 24: hanging out more at parks. Find myself feeling better being outdoors in nature.
Day 24: we hit up duchess again for fun and money
Day 25: soulmate leaving after a drunken night of fun. We both have the same escapes in life.
Day 26: having our usual conversation from here. she is leaving and I'm smoking by the open window. its very cool.
Day 26: she finally wins big, $200.
Day 26: another drunken gambling fun time. she always tells me loves me like no one else will ever. I believer her more and more as days go by.
Day 26: I'm feeling good and dangerous to eat cheese. fuck the world.
Day 28: see you off to your vacation while your dad struggles to live. I get a preview of how things will be when I need you, if I need you to help me.
Day 30: Beautiful mother. I take photos of you before you're gone forever.
Day 30: day 2 of taking care of scamper. its been a pleasant time hanging out with her. big love for dogs.
Day 30: appreciating mothers food. it's been less common seeing her enthusiastic for cooking like before. My worries increase.
Day 31: great morning view heading to work. Feeling ready and good to go to war.
Day 31: took lead w/ a great team to help get a ROSC. Feels good being a badass.
February
Day 1: You dance. I drink. We're hang out for a special brief moment.
Day 1: that kind of night. fuck the world!
Day 2: hit up my spot and reflect on current events in my life.
Day 3: making a point to see more color in life to see if there is any changes inside.
Day 3: flirting with the idea of just riding my bike everywhere again. desperate to not live a conventional life like everyone else.
Day 4: feeling good after a workout and during the ride. releasing to be my best friend.
Day 4: what a day. what a lovely day. 30 min workout. 9 mile ride. 9 beers in me.
Day 4: ending of a great day with these two. she comes over after work to have dinner together. its becoming a family thing?
Day 5: the effort to get or stay healthy continues. I leave and come back to the effort but this time im staying healthy.
Day 6: Appreciation of myself still in the back of the ambulance helping strangers. lost soul helping injured lost souls.
Day 6: Beautiful Amanda. A tough cookie to become friends with but I still enjoy working with her. Im glad we are ok after some misunderstandings and unfortunate circumstances at work.
Day 7: Teaching Sophia how to drive in the streets. First time teaching anyone to drive and I take this oppturinty to get insight how it would be if I had kids of my own.
Day 7: ending the day with drinks and corridos at home. being my own best friend.
Day 7: mother joins my party.
Day 8: grandfather and grandchild have walked by for years now. it's a lovely moment that happens in life.
Day 8: open to adventures leads me back here. strange times.
Day 9: drunken self admiration.
Day 9: Super Bowl feast
Day 9: greatest time with you watching Super Bowl together for the first time. I know many circles but never had one of my own until now. You are my circle.
Day 10: just part of nature of riding, fixing flats. I learned this is better than not riding at all. life is boring without it.
Day 11:
Day 12: take a night cruise around town to remedy being home for days now.
Day 13: morning ride during cold front. my balls freeze today.
Day 13: brief hangout with mom watching tv.
Day 14: boring valentines breakfast. my favorite from her, bacon, potatoes and eggs with corn tortillas.
Day 14: we continue to hangout before I go to work tonight. batman mode but for medics, no harm done.
Day 14: my uncle and aunt have been coming to have dinner with my mom for months, maybe even a year, now and its a beautiful thing to see for my mom suffers from loneliness. This is will help temporary chronic depression.
Day 14: so others may live and I can have cash to live. Working night shift. embrace the suck.
Day 15: new tires. new brakes. lets ride the night.
Day 15: to live dangerous and be dangerous.
Day 16: bar hopping with Edgar on bikes. so much fun.
Day 16: ending my day with her, making me dinner.
Day 17: making my way to a bar. adventure time!
Day 17: unexpected great company at the bar.
Day 17: the after party that went on till 4 am.
Day 18: night ride to shake the shitty physical feeling.
Day 19: morning routine after a workout
Day 19: 3 year anniversary. the only plan to spend time alone watching movies, eating and drinking.
Day 19: The end?
Day 19: Scamper admiring me
Day 20: it will take time to become good drummer. no real goal except just enjoy the process of creating music.
Day 21: visiting Ayleen today. I find her intriguing to get to understand the modern 20 year old females.
Day 21: taking mother to see my buddy Raul; to help her feel better.
Day 22: randomly running into my bar mate, Steph. Enjoying more and more our random hangouts. Good vibes.
Day 23: Sunday shift with Willie. treated an arrhythmia not commonly seen. this fuels me.
Day 23: post shift drinks. my ex shows up looking to rekindle what is dead long time ago. Still good company just no future.
Day 24: find my way to edinburg drunk in search of dominos. fuck the world. I made it.
Day 25: spontaneous shift, they needed help. it was a good day of teaching a student.
Day 26: what a day. what a day. Day biking exploring the streets and bars. I gambled, won money but lost that 3 year relationship. what a day.
Day 27: Josh helping me out get my bike ready for critical mass ride
Day 27: take the bike for a spin, parking it at a bar.
Day 28: night ride at critical mass. its been a year? since last time I came to the event. I'm in the mood to socialize
Day 28: firs time, Edgar, rides critical mass
March
Day 1: it was a pleasant experience seeing my cousin and wife perform at their gig. good times.
Day 1: heading home feeling great with the night.
Day 2: home all day, watching movies and workout. I go out for an evening cruise processing the transition being alone again.
Day 2: ending my night with dominos and lifting weights after eating.
Day 3: soon waking up I hit the streets to get some miles. 1st strange finding in the street.
2nd strange finding, sparking an idea for a new photo project.
Day 3: some point in my ride I think about my future. I come for advice.
Day 3: on the way back home I do a beer break.
Day 4: emotions are on mute in this morning ride making an attempt to change my vision for photography.
Day 5: feeling good in this night ride exploring the cold night .
Day 5: I bump into Diana riding out. I can get used to her smile. but I feel like I have to stop interacting with you because its not going anywhere with us.
Day 6: work out in the day and a ride at night is my routine since the break up. I'm feeling focus and good for the future.
Day 7: hanging out at a show with good friend George. its been a long time since we've done this. its cool.
Day 7: I approach her asking if she wanted to hangout and takes pic. lets see what happens. I'm sure nothing.
Day 8: an ok day at work. I encounter this weird situation.
Day 9: day ride. fitness goal continues.
Day 10: hanging outside admiring my mother. beautiful soul.
Day 10: unplanned bar visit turning to gambling adventure losing my money. fuck!
Day 10: drunk dude but sober shadow.
Day 11: soon waking up I get my workout done because I ate late and passed out. I hate that shit.
Day 11: quick day ride around trying to stay active and away from my phone and tv. A transition to the old ways.
Day 12: feeling good but lazy during work.
Day 13: going through the nursing process. fuck it.
Day 13: its a hot day but an attempt to be more interactive with life aka matrix.
Day 14: an effort to built on my skill to talk with strangers to photographs. it was a successful attempt.
Day 15: day exploration at barnes and nobles. looking for information and people to photograph.
Day 16: next day after being harassed by the police and some people about photography at the park. fuck those people. fuck people.
Day 16: we talk today after not talking for a couple of weeks. things are not the same for me.
Day 17: work out in the day. bike ride in the evening. the physical upgrade continues. feeling ok today.
Day 18: its a breeze now biking. I'm back to having my bike conditioning. its time to long distance biking.
Day 19: I come home to seeing my lovely mother asleep. beautiful moment.
Day 20: cousin Juan helping me fix my wheel.
Day 21: a 12 hour shift. I'm trying to enjoy work but its a challenge.
Day 22: family picnic.
Day 23: Im invited to my cousins daughters 16th bday. my gift is taking pics.
Day 24: mother is in baking mood. here she makes delicious biscuits. love when she cooks cause she enjoys it.
Day 25: hanging out with mother having conversations. we have a good relationship. its been a long effort to be here.
